All men should wear tags with their Age, Sexual Orientation and Relationship Status.

Facebook has failed me for first time.
It didn't accurately describe his relationship status.
And since i apparently couldn't rely on him for that information, i had to find out a month too late.

she's fantastic. polite, funny, and well dressed
she thinks my eyes are pretty, and is madly in love with my shoes

i'm madly in love with her boyfriend.
and i want to be her best friend.

i still haven't been told.
but when she introduced herself there was this assumption that she had been mentioned;
a hope that she had been spoken of, and that i would recognize her name.

she hadn't. i didn't

So, the question is left out there in the open SCREAMING, "Why didn't he just tell you?!??!?!"

And i really don't know the answer.
maybe he just sees me has his alt-bro buddy
just one of the guys who comes over to smoke
that he doesn't mind sharing his drink and watching movies with.

or maybe i was to assume that a guy that well-spoken, intelligent and funny
was already accounted for.

To comfort myself i look to my lovely new funnel hoodie, and the fantastic black sheath dress that has left me so poor that i can't afford to eat.

that and foreign sci-fi films.
what would i do without you La Jettea?

(500) Days Of Summer.

I cannot WAIT for this movie.
It looks beautiful.
Regina & The Smiths?
Zooey Deschanel?


that is all.

I live my life in the grey areas.
here are some lists to make it more black and white.

Good Things That Have Happened in the Past Month
1. I got a job
2. I learned that loyola offers free rental bikes
3. I saw Andrew Bird
4. I saw Bishop Allen, Miniature Tigers and Mt. St. Helens Vietnam Band
5. I met & conversed with all of the members of the above bands
6. I saw Cloud Cult with Abby & Jay.
7. South Park.
8. Hash Bash.
9. I am becoming increasingly good at excelling at school.
10. I'm writing an article about Harry Potter and Greek Mythology in my spare time
because i'm bored and trolling isn't fun anymore
11. I read Equus, twice.
12. I re-read His Dark Materials

Bad Things That Have Happened in the Past Month
1. I went to the hospital
2. I got screwed over.
3. My UCWR teacher hates me
4. Andrew Birds Violin broke in half, last time i saw him he broke a string
5. I got screwed over.
6. MINDFUCKER
7. Facebook changed
8. Lola cancelled on me twice (STAB)
9. I'm not going home for break
10. My father has been calling me non stop
11. I had to finish The Indian Ocean in World History
12. I have to wake up at 6 45 every morning.

In other news, Conor Oberst and Grizzly Bear have new cd's out
The Hazards of Love continues to grow on me
Bishop Allen & Camera Obscura are recent obsessions
Andrew Bird & Joanna Newsom still reign supreme
Final Fantasy is not only my favorite video game, but my favorite gay Canadian atheist
Miniature Tigers make me giggle
and i still don't understand why people listen to MSTRKRFT.
-it's not my thing-

pissed about the mindfucker.